A wistful coming-of-age story with a haunting twist about four friends who spend their summer learning to become invisible—but disappearing comes at a cost.
Four girls. Four girls skating home, both sides of the road, fearless. Four girls at the mouth of an infinite ocean, sugared and salted with sand and seawater, the tide licking their sunburned feet.
This summer, they’re going to disappear.
For seventeen-year-old Callie and her best friends Talia and Cleo, every summer in their small North Carolina beach town is as steady as the tides. But this year, Cleo has invited enigmatic new girl Polly to join them, creating waves in their familiar friendship. And Cleo has an idea, gleaned from private YouTube videos and hidden message boards: they’re going to learn how to make themselves invisible.
Callie thinks it’s a ridiculous, impossible plan. But the other girls are intoxicated by the thought of disappearing, even temporarily—from bad boyfriends, from overbearing families, from the confusing, uncomfortable reality of having a body altogether. And, miraculously, it works.
Yet as the girls revel in their reckless new freedom, they realize it’s getting harder to come back to themselves… and do they even want to?
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Sarah Van Name grew up in Raleigh, North Carolina and now lives and works in Durham with her family and dog. She is the author of two young adult novels, The Goodbye Summer (2019, a Junior Library Guild pick) and Any Place But Here (2021).
1
The Start of Summer
You can measure the start of summer in a lot of different ways. You could call it the day after the last day of school. You could use Memorial Day, or the solstice, or the first day the temperature tiptoes over a hundred. If you’re in Little Beach, where I’m from, you could say it’s begun when the percentage of people in the grocery store is more tourist than local, or when the skating rink opens for seven-days-a-week service. But for me, the beginning of summer was always the day that Cleo arrived.
That year, it was June 16. School had ended only one day before, and I could taste the emotion of that ending on my tongue--the release, the excitement, the exhilarating knowledge that this was our second-to-last last day ever. My best friend Talia and I were seniors now, if, like us, you thought of the start of the summer as the real start of the next year. We sat at the top of the wooden steps of Cleo’s grandparents’ house, waiting. We could have come over after Cleo arrived, but that would have meant missing ten minutes with her. Like every year, we had skated over as soon as she’d texted us saying their car had passed the exit for Wilmington. Between us were a box of cupcakes (chocolate, melting) and my phone (playing Sylvan Esso, bopping through my earbuds). The left earbud was in my ear. The right was in Talia’s, until she took it out, untangling it from a curl of dark hair.
“I don’t think I get this song,” she said, scrunching up her face.
I was ready for this objection. “Is it the lyrics?” I asked. “Because I know they don’t make sense per se, but--”
“This is just random bleeps and bloops and-- Is that a banjo in the background?”
“No, I think that’s just a different kind of bleep. But it’s great running music. And they actually do get more melodic in the chorus, like, here, listen . . .”
“Okay, but more I’m just saying, like, this is not a pretty song, you know? This is not a song that I enjoy listening to.”
“Not every song has to be--” I started, but then the little green station wagon pulled in, crunching on the gravel, and we both jumped up. Talia started waving her hands, like she was guiding a ship in from sea.
Cleo tumbled out of the car before it had stopped moving and shrieked as she ran up the stairs to us. In the few months since I’d seen her, she’d cut her hair short and she was wearing new clothes--white sandals and a yellow dress that glowed like the sun on her dark brown skin. But as she catapulted herself up the final stair to hug me and Talia, she was the same as ever. Same strong arms, same orange-body-wash smell, same voice in our ears.
“I swear the drive’s never taken so long, there was a crash on highway seventeen, and then we had to stop for Grandpa to use the bathroom-- God, it’s so good to see you.”
“We missed you,” Talia said.
I echoed her. “So much,” I said. “So, so much.”
“I missed you too, I have so many things to-- Oh, where is Polly?” She pulled away from us. I readied myself for our first break from routine. This part--this girl, Polly--was new.
“Polly, where are you?” Cleo called.
Below us, the car doors were opening. I peered down at three figures climbing out: Cleo’s grandmother and grandfather and a thin, pale girl with a low yellow ponytail, large blue eyes, a face like a doll, and no presence whatsoever. Polly. We had met her a handful of times in the background of video chats, grainy and quiet; at the time, I hadn’t understood her appeal. The same was true in person.
She raised a hand. “Hi,” she said.
“Hi,” I said.
“Hi!” Talia exclaimed, enthusiastic. “It’s so great to meet you for real! Finally! Can I help you with your bags?”
This was why Talia had more friends than I did.
“What are we, chopped liver?” Cleo’s grandma gestured to herself and her husband as we followed Cleo down the stairs to the car.
“It’s nice to see you again, Mrs. Haynes,” I said as she embraced me. “Hi, Mr. Haynes. Thank you for bringing us Cleo.”
“It’s our pleasure,” Mrs. Haynes said. “Without you two there’s no way my granddaughter would visit for the whole summer.”
“We’re too boring,” Mr. Haynes added.
“You’re boring,” his wife corrected. “I’m cool. Now, who is going to carry this luggage upstairs?”
We got everything up in one trip: the bags the girls had checked on the plane from Washington, DC, to Raleigh and their two carry-ons, Polly’s plain black duffel and Cleo’s backpack bursting with rainbow pins and patches. We set them in the guest room with the two twin beds before convening in the kitchen. Cleo started telling a story: “There was this woman on the flight who could not believe that Polly and I were flying alone”--while Mr. Haynes asked Talia how the first week of summer hours at the rink had gone, and Mrs. Haynes bustled around unboxing the cupcakes and setting out glasses of sweet tea.
I sat down at the kitchen table, my back to the windows and the ocean, and let myself settle into the noise and laughter. This was how it always was when Cleo came: the kitchen, the tea, the voices talking over each other. I felt the summer shifting into place.
With one snag. I glanced at Polly, who was sitting to my right.
“So is this your first time ever visiting North Carolina?” I asked as Talia burst into laughter at Cleo’s story.
Polly turned, looking startled as a deer. “What?”
I exhaled. “Nothing.”
Cleo finished her story, sighed happily, and sank into a chair. A lull settled over the room. In the background, the ocean murmured.
Mrs. Haynes broke the silence by asking, “So, girls, what’s your project going to be this summer?”
Cleo’s eyes lit up. “I have something in mind.”
“Really?” Talia leaned in. “You haven’t said anything.”
“It’s a secret,” Cleo said, a smile curving across her face.
Polly was staring out the window, not reacting. She seemed transfixed by the waves. I assumed this was because she was secretly a robot, but Cleo’s grandma must have thought poor Polly was getting left out, because she explained, “These girls always have a project for their summer. I find it quite industrious. All I did in my summer breaks was work and chase after boys, but these girls . . .” She chuckled. “What did you do last summer again?”
“We learned how to make ice cream.” Talia smiled at the memory.
“Goodness me, was that just last summer?” Mr. Haynes exclaimed. “I still think about that cherry chocolate swirl. Best ice cream I’ve ever had.”
Our summer projects have always worked out perfectly. The summer we were thirteen, our goal was to learn to skate, and now we had the best jobs on the island. Two summers ago, when we were fifteen, we got into scrapbooking--which, okay, sounds like an old-lady thing to do, but it was great, going to the drugstore to get pictures printed and then pasting them into books alongside old journal entries and newspaper headlines.
I had an idea for this summer. I hadn’t told Talia because I knew that she wouldn’t like it, but I hoped Cleo might be...
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