Dandelion Is Dead: A Novel about Life - Hardcover

Storey, Rosie

Hardcover

ISBN 10: 0593954343 ISBN 13: 9780593954348

Verlag: Berkley Books, 2026

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“Dandelion is Dead is breathtakingly original. A brilliant premise, smart, funny and heartbreaking in equal measure. I adored it.”
—Clare Leslie Hall, New York Times bestselling author of Broken Country

Jake has fallen head over heels for Dandelion. The only problem? Dandelion is dead.

When Poppy discovers unanswered messages from a charming stranger in her late sister's dating app, she makes an impulsive choice: She'll meet him, just once, on what would have been Dandelion's fortieth birthday. It's exactly the kind of wild adventure her vivacious sister would have pushed her toward.

Jake is ready to find something real—and not least because his ex-wife's twentysomething boyfriend has moved into their old family home. When he meets the intriguing woman who calls herself Dandelion, their connection is undeniable, and he can think of little else.

As their relationship deepens, Poppy finds herself trapped in a double life she never meant to create. Every moment with Jake feels genuine, electric, and totally right—despite the fact they're tangled in deceit. As the lines between grief and love blur, Poppy faces a choice: keep her sister's memory alive through her lies, or risk everything for a chance at her own happiness?

With sparkling wit and aching tenderness, debut author Rosie Storey gives us a modern love story about the courage it takes to live again after loss and finding hope in the most unexpected places.

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Rosie Storey grew up on a farm in the south of England. She left her corporate career to finish her debut novel, Dandelion Is Dead. She holds a master’s in creative writing, lives in East London, and works as a writing coach.

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1

Saturday, 5th April

Poppy

"Hey, lovely lady," the man in the car called through his window. For a minute, maybe longer, he'd been crawling next to Poppy as she walked home.

Perhaps, if it had been dark, or if she hadn't been on a road with such fancy houses and coiffed front gardens, Poppy would have presumed she was about to get abducted. Bundled into a boot and kept forever in a cellar on a dirty mattress, listening to a dripping tap. But it was two in the afternoon, and the houses on either side of the street probably had studies where mummies were in meetings talking about content, or wellness. And above them, four bedrooms where children called Arlo and Margot dreamed sweetly every night.

Besides, Poppy was naturally fearful-she'd been born a shade dweller, sprouting in the shadow of her raucous sister. She'd grown in the gaps where Dandelion was lacking, and where Dandelion flourished, Poppy had stayed, quite happily, small. But now she was sisterless and she needed to be braver. So she stopped walking and turned to the car.

Everything about the man in the driver's seat was gray and middling, including his suit, which had a subtle sheen. Poppy stepped off the curb and was about to say Hello, or something totally normal, but as she bent down-she saw his open fly.

Poppy dropped her phone and it smashed on the tarmac. She looked down at her phone, then she glanced at the man's penis, then up at a small teddy bear that was hanging from the rearview mirror. The teddy had its tongue out and was holding a faded heart with pink stitching that spelled HUGME! The two words forced together, conjoined into one.

If Dandelion had been there, she would have lurched her whole body through the open window and ripped the man's head off-Poppy could see her sister doing it-blood gushing up and out of him like a flock of birds in flight. Dandelion would have pointed and gargled a throatful of ridicule. Dandelion would have screamed, scratched, spat. Set his car alight.

Next to Poppy's face, the man was muttering. He maybe said suck and he definitely said dick.

"No," Poppy said very quietly, her eyes still on the teddy, then because she was gutless, she added, "But thanks."

The man floored the accelerator and drove off in a wheelspin with his penis freely lolling. Poppy crouched down to the road and turned over her phone-the screen had splintered into slivers and rainbowed like spilled petrol. It was beyond resuscitation; the buttons didn't work. She straightened then and squinted at the North London houses all painted perfect like a stage set, with wisteria winding over windows and clematis creeping around doors. The world was gross and could be glorious-but Poppy wasn't in it. Every day was just a circle, a loop she had to fall through. It had been two hundred and thirty-one days since Dandelion died and, somehow, it was spring again.

Poppy longed to feel the sun.

2

Sunday, 6th April

"Aloha?" Poppy called to the empty hallway of her sister's flat.

Standing in the kitchen, she unwrapped magenta tulips she'd picked up from the florist on Newington Green, filled a glass jug with water, and nudged the stems around until their configuration pleased her.

"You're welcome. I thought you'd like them," she said, carrying the jug to Dandelion's bedroom and unlocking it. She'd put the lock on so she could rent the flat out as a one bed and leave this room untouched, only the renting still hadn't happened; she couldn't bring herself to do it and, besides, she liked to be able to drop in, hang out, and, if need be, hide.

Often she brought flowers, the kind she knew her big sister would coo at: fat-headed dahlias, fleshy peonies, tulips in different pinks. Sometimes she put music on, pulling an unknown record from Dandelion's vast collection. Or she'd sit with a drink and sink quietly through thought. Twice, both times in the last month, Poppy had stayed the night, sleeping in Dandelion's bed, trying to dream not only that she was with her sister but that she was her sister-stretching her own soul into Dandelion's skin.

"I've just come for your phone." Poppy placed the jug of tulips in the center of the dressing table. Through the petals, she could see her reflection in the mirror, slivers of her sister too. "I dropped mine. Exactly, because of that man's dick."

From under the bed, she pulled out the box where Dandelion kept her old devices and nests of tangled cables. Her most recent phone was at the top; Poppy had put it there herself after she'd finished the death admin. The closing of bank accounts and resetting of passwords. Putting an out of office on Gmail-writing and rewriting the wording-composing what was, essentially, Dandelion's out of life.

That whole phase had consumed the previous autumn, and at the time, Poppy hadn't had the inclination to peruse her sister's apps, the notes, her messages. She'd been in and out of the phone efficiently, tied up tight with shock. But now Poppy's grief was a starvation, and so she sat on her sister's Berber rug and scrolled back in time through the photo gallery, desperate to consume. She marveled at the smiling faces, the dogs, the pubs, the birthdays, the dark blurs of dance floors, the artfully composed plates of food shot from up above. There were so many pictures of Poppy, obviously. Their mother, nearly always in her Levi's. Their dad-back when he could smile. There were photos, too, of Dandelion topless and looking alluring, pictures for her lovers.

"Sorry!" Poppy said, having found herself in an album full of nudes. She glanced up at the door as if Dandelion was already flying toward her, screaming, Poppet! What the actual fuck?

On the home screen, Poppy tapped into some of the apps: BBC Sounds, Instagram, Net-A-Porter. There was an app for tracking periods, another for tracking investments, and in the middle of them all an icon Poppy wasn't sure about-a large black H in a stark white square. She lingered her thumb over it, then pressed down to find Dandelion in her sequined harlequin jumpsuit, halfway through a cartwheel. She was at Glastonbury Festival, by The Park stage; Poppy recognized it immediately. She'd been there with her sister that year. In the background was the big colorful ribbon tower, a balding hill, some happily billowing flags. So this, Poppy realized, was Hinge-her sister's dating app. And here, the digital version of Dandelion was still alive, being cheeky. Securing likes.

Dandelion had shown Poppy some profiles of potential suitors before (mainly the funny ones), but Poppy had never seen her sister's actual profile, how she marketed herself. It was titled with three sentences that Poppy read a few times, her brain glitching on the facts that were now redundant: Dandelion. 39. Does Not Want Kids.

As well as the Glastonbury photo, there was a close-up of Dandelion in bed looking sleepy, her skin prickling pink like it did when she was just out of a hot bath. In the next one, she was in her neon seersucker swimsuit in a deck chair somewhere exotic, a (probable) Negroni in her hand. In the last picture, Poppy saw herself. It was from a recent-ish Halloween party; the two of them and their friend Jetta had dressed up in vintage Adidas and tucked all their hair up into short, curly wigs. They'd been characters from the film The Royal Tenenbaums; Dandelion was the dad (Ben Stiller), and Poppy and Jetta had been his two matching red-tracksuited little kids.

In Hinge's inbox, Dandelion had one hundred and seventy-three matches and countless messages. Poppy tapped on a few at random. First, a girl (too young) called Chloe, a dancer. Dandelion had never answered her Sup? To an electrician called Gerald, Dandelion had gone in with Gezza, tell me a joke. He'd come back with one about an Englishman an Irishman and a Scotsman, to...

Details zur Ausgabe

• Verlag: Berkley Books
• Erscheinungsdatum: 2026
• Sprache: Englisch
• ISBN 10: 0593954343
• ISBN 13: 9780593954348
• Einband: Gebundene Ausgabe
• Anzahl der Seiten: 368
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