Primperfect (Primrose Leary, 3) - Softcover

Sullivan, Deirdre

Softcover

ISBN 10: 1908195908 ISBN 13: 9781908195906

Verlag: Little Island, 2015

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<p><b>Desperately funny, and desperately touching&#8212;the third and final installment in the&#160;diaries of Primrose Leary</b></p><p><i>In the event of my untimely death, please burn this unread.</i> </p><p>No, don&#8217;t DO it! Prim&#8217;s alive (though the dashing Roderick is, alas, no more). She&#8217;s 16. She&#8217;s trying to make sense of her mother&#8217;s diaries. She is trying desperately to make Joel be friends with her again, but he&#8217;s all friends with Karen (aka the devil) now, and Prim&#8217;s found a boy called Robb-with-two-bees, and then there&#8217;s Steve the Goblin, and her dad&#8217;s getting together with you&#8217;ll-never-guess-who, and as for what&#8217;s going on with Ciara and Syzmon?&#160;Everything&#8217;s a little imperfect. </p>

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<b>Deirdre Sullivan</b> is&#160;a grade&#160;school teacher&#160;and the author of the&#160;Nightmare Club series, under the name Annie Graves.

Deirdre Sullivan is from Galway and now lives in Dublin where she works as a teacher. She has won several awards, including the Irish Book Awards YA Book of the Year 2018, and the Irish Times Reader's Choice Award for YA 2017.

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pr Imperfect

By Deirdre Sullivan

Little Island

Copyright © 2014 Deirdre Sullivan
All rights reserved.

ISBN: 978-1-908195-90-6

CHAPTER 1

I wish I felt that I was more worth loving.'

Quote from Prim's mum's diary

Breaking into a cemetery at midnight is not the finest way to turn sixteen. But midnight was when the night-watchman's shift changed and it was really important to get it done tonight. Roderick couldn't lie in state in his part-time tomb much longer. Dad needed the third drawer of the freezer for other, less ratty things. Like steak.

Roderick was dead, you see. He'd died the week before and because he was such a fine and swishy gentleman, I had decided that the only place for him was my mother's grave. Mum loved Roderick too. We got him the year before she died, when he was young and full of ratty promise.

Roderick had lived up to all his ratty promise. He had been my small best friend for many years and I don't think I would have coped half as well with life and love and loss and loneliness if I hadn't had my rat-man by my side. I had been keeping him in the freezer, wrapped in a piece of purple satin, since the night he passed away. He got rat-cancer. We took him to the vet and Dad said he would pay whatever it took to cure him. But by the time rats show you that there's something wrong, it's usually too late. He'd been tired recently, but I'd thought it was old age finally catching up with his elegant self.

Every night that week, I let him sleep in the bed with me, cosy and huddled, even though it meant I had to change the sheets every evening because, although he was still the most dapper of rats, he was no longer the most continent. Not that it mattered. Continence is over-rated, in my opinion. In the end, I woke up one morning and his body was still there, but he was gone. All stiff and pointy, his mouth agape, curled open in a way it rarely did in life.

We discussed putting him in a little grave in the garden, Dad and me, but in the end there's really only one place he belonged. Dad normally doesn't know about my schemes, but he knows about this one. Enough to turn a blind eye to it at least.

'I am turning a blind eye to this, Primrose,' he said, with the air of a martyr who has been up all week comforting a daughter made of sobs and no longer cares how she gets closure.

'Appreciate it, Dad.'

'No.'

'What?'

'You're supposed to say, "Turning a blind eye to what?"'

'Oh. All right, Dad. Turning a blind eye to what?'

'To nothing, I hope.'

He nodded in that way he thinks is wise. Then we exchanged significant looks, before he dropped myself, Ciara, Ella and Kevin off at the cemetery with a bag full of shovels. Syzmon and Caleb were meeting us there, with the bolt-cutters. We weren't planning on breaking in properly, you understand. But Caleb thought we might bring the bolt-cutters anyway 'just in case'. Caleb loves his bolt- cutters. He had volunteered to come along, even though he doesn't hang out with us half as much any more now that Ella has broken up with him. He is trying to win her back, I think. Also, he is pretty good at this sort of thing, because he has a brother, Seth, who used to do a bit of burglary back in the day. It was pretty easy to break into the cemetery.

Ciara had sewn a little smoking jacket for Roderick, so we put that on him and lit some candles all around Mum's grave. Then we dug a deep little hole (though not too deep in case we hit her coffin) and I placed him gently in. I was bawling at this stage. The others were pretty worried someone was going to come and arrest us for noise pollution, putting pets in people's graves and also trespassing. The big three, like.

I wished Joel were there with me, but we still aren't speaking. I asked Ciara if he knew that Roderick was dead and she said he did, she'd told him all about it. I can't believe he didn't contact me when he heard that. I know he's still mad at me but he was close to Roderick. He should have come to pay his respects even though he's shunning me like I have a highly infectious strain of BO.

I miss Joel. And Roderick. And Mum. Especially Mum, but I've kind of got used to missing her. Missing Roderick is new. And the small rat-shaped hole in my life will not be easy to fill. Once we were finished, we all held hands around the grave and shared our favourite memories of Roderick.

'I liked dressing you up in ridiculous outfits as though you were a doll and not a rat.'

'I liked the way you were always stealing things and hiding in other things.'

'Even when you weed on me, I didn't really mind.'

'I never met you, but I really liked hearing stories about you. Like how you gate-crashed Prim's dad's dinner party that time and made everyone think his home was infested with rats.'

'That was awesome.'

'It really was.'

'I used to think rats were disgusting until I met you. Now I think rats are lovely. Rest in peace, small Roderick.'

'You were my small, greedy, ingenious best friend and I will miss everything about you. Especially your clever little face. Mind him well, Mum, he's great company.'

And I was off again. Ciara held my hand. She's great at comforting people.

Ciara is probably the closest friend I have, now that Joel has turned against me. She has been going out with Syzmon since she was in first year, and they had their third anniversary earlier this year. She is sixteen as well, but a little bit older than me, even though I'm taller. We share a therapist, Caroline, who is better than the one I used to go to after Mum just died, Triona, but not as good as not having to go to a therapist at all.

Caleb had brought a few cans of cider but didn't feel right about drinking them in a cemetery (he's quite respectful like that) so we climbed back over the low bit of the wall and piled onto a bench. Caleb opened the cans and passed one each to Ciara, Syzmon and Kevin. Ella and I don't drink. Well, I do sometimes, but not on important days. Or anywhere near a car.

Ella doesn't drink because she is on medication that reacts badly with it. Ella has autism and can sometimes get really anxious and weird. In primary school she used to repeat things and get up and turn in circles and sometimes yell at people. Or throw things across the room. She does that still sometimes, at home. So do I, because sometimes your emotions need dramatic emphasis or to pop out more or something.

Ella was pretty angry with me for not putting Roderick down once he got very sick, but my heart was breaking and I couldn't bear for the end of such a lovely ratty life to be my decision and not up to the fates. I was kind of hoping that the fates would intervene. Life isn't like that, though. The fates, or gods, or whatever things there are, are not benevolent. It isn't that they're malevolent or anything, it's just they don't really care about petty little nonsense like our happiness and lives. They've bigger fish.

I put my head on Ella's shoulder and smelled the soft leather of her brother Felix's jacket, which she has taken to borrowing against his will. It looks cute on her, kind of too-big in a way that makes her look really feminine and alt- cool.

'Stop smelling me. I am not Felix.'

'Stop being such a grumpus, Ella. I know perfectly well who you are.'

Ella is extremely perceptive and does not mince her words. She also knows that I fancy her brother. Have done for ages. He's kind of the love of my life so far. Ours is a very one-sided love, though, and he rarely acknowledges I exist, except for sometimes when he wants a cup of tea or has things to say and doesn't...

Details zur Ausgabe

• Verlag: Little Island
• Erscheinungsdatum: 2015
• Sprache: Englisch
• ISBN 10: 1908195908
• ISBN 13: 9781908195906
• Einband: Taschenbuch
• Anzahl der Seiten: 240
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