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Desendi, Isabella

 
9781961897588: Someone Else's Hunger: Poems (Stahlecker Selections)

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Dislocated in her own skin after a sexual assault, Isabella DeSendi wrestles with the thorny border between desire and appetite in her incandescent debut collection. Poised between her Cuban matrilineage and her first-generation adolescence in America, between assimilation and reclamation, between owning her own cravings and becoming a sacrifice to "someone else's hunger," these poems dissect our human obsession with beauty and the body. The poems in this collection use the lyric form to enact destruction and reparation as they attempt to reverse the vector of aesthetic power toward grace. Because Someone Else's Hunger is beautiful, devastatingly so, it surveys violence, romance, eating disorders, structural racism, and socioeconomic inequality, all while yearning to still find beauty everywhere. At the nail salon, the speaker chooses red lacquer and the tech "paints the color of / anger or desire across the long lake of [her] nail"; in the city, where she feels like "an animal caught / in the sewer of [her] life" with "spring's pink garbage / strewn into the streets while petals performed / their daily adagio down the avenue"; and behind her mother's house, where she used to vomit at the lip of the reservoir, "where the water would congeal / then break like dough under [her] body's simple rot."

The expansive mercy of DeSendi's breath-taking images is never more apparent than the moment they turn, as when she heralds the avian frenzy "in the moment right after a purge": "always the miracle of birds arriving," "a messy flurry…curious if any piece of me could be salvaged, was still good enough to be taken home to the other starlings to eat." This speaker's ability to see the tenacious tenderness that drives the scavenger, to recognize its creative intelligence for nourishment, belies the resuscitative artistry that never abandons her as she turns carrion into continuance, coming alive again. Someone Else's Hunger subverts the revenge to recovery plot, arguing that the truest testament to the speaker's inner strength is the resilience it took to survive. DeSendi formally moves between restraint and excess, illustrating the great courage required to relinquish the control she won back when she became the master of her suffering. But the reward of risking exposure, daring to open herself to the world and let herself feed off it? Abundance. The arrival of spring and "with it the audacious dirt," this realization that "sometimes / in the breaking I am bettering / and in the bettering I am free."

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Isabella DeSendi is a Latina poet and educator whose work has been published in POETRYThe Adroit JournalPoetry Northwest, and others. Her chapbook Through the New Body won the Poetry Society of America's Chapbook Fellowship, and was published in 2020. Recently she has been named a New Jersey Poetry Fellow, was included in the 2024 Best New Poets anthology, and has been named a finalist for the Ruth Lilly Fellowship and Rattle's $15,000 Poetry Prize, among other awards. Isabella has attended Bread Loaf Writers' Workshop, the Storyknife Writers' Residency in Alaska, and holds an MFA from Columbia University. She currently lives in Hoboken, New Jersey.

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Poem for Anorexia in April

Here was the body. And here was
the body rippled with nothingness
I couldn't rid. Like an animal caught
in the sewer of my life, I couldn't stop picking
at my skin, simple soft waste. Spring's pink garbage
strewn into the streets while petals performed
their daily adagio down the avenue.
I wanted to be like that: flat, punctured
with beauty even if it meant I would never
live again. Isn't that what I love most
about flowers? Their difference from us, reemerging
despite death. Their splendor—
perennial sufferance. I'll never forget
the shock of hibiscus: those big ripe heads
blooming diurnal against the dark edges
of the world. They know
what we don't: our lives are but a single shot
of exuberance. Then loss
and at the end of loss, what we couldn't unbury.
What carried us all the way.

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