You Caught My Eye

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The music is loud, the club is crowded, I buy a drink and look around for someone I know or some place where I can move, but there's no space and all the faces are a blur that's when I first see you, our eyes meet for just one short moment, I turn away but I feel yours still on me, following me wherever I go. Every time I turn I feel you looking, calmly circling, mentally peeling me away, layer by layer, through my clothes, past my naked body, into my skin until you meet my soul, my last inner place, no secret of mine is safe, you know what I'm thinking, every time I turn you are there. I can feel you watching, it takes my breath. I shiver, I'm scared of how it makes me feel, yet I am exhilarated, I know this is what I want, yet I want to run. I close my eyes and wrap an arm around myself imagining that it's yours I feel your breath, your presence, I ache for your touch, I know that it is safe, will protect me that your arms will defend me. I turn around and you are still there, calmly looking, the noise the crush of the people are invisible, my heart pounds, my mouth goes dry, I know I can't escape yet I know I must run my whole body comes alive for one moment. Maybe I am imagining this, wishing it, desiring it but I know that it is real. I try to push the thoughts out of my head, my mind is crowded, confused, the room is hot; the music is so loud, exotic, rhythmic. I try to walk the dance floor to the bathroom, bodies are pushed together, and I squeeze between them there's barely any room to get through. I look up it's you, I turn but you block my way with your body, I gulp and look around for a way to escape, but my body doesn't want me to, I feel my heart race, the adrenalin soar. My entire body shudders. I smile & say excuse me, I smile and laugh but unconvincingly, but you don't smile back; you're staring deep in my eyes. I act annoyed I turn again, but I know what you've come for, in my mind I'm screaming for you to fuck me; you won't let me move, the crowd surges and presses us together, I feel the heat of your body, your physical presence. The crowd loosens, I break free. I get to the bathroom I'm out of breath and I splash water on my face and hold a towel to my face when I open my eyes I see you standing by the door in the reflection of the mirror, blocking my escape, Deep down I've been craving for so long for the touch of another woman, I never knew how bad I wanted a beautiful femme butch. I let a little cry out, I want it so bad but as much as I ache I am so afraid, I clean myself up in the sink. I notice a wet spot on my top. I think to myself I've been aching for so long to be taken now that this is it I wonder if I'm just imagining the whole thing. I know I'm not, I turn around and we are both standing there alone staring at each other.

My Dream

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As soon as I got home and laid my head on my pillow, closing my eyes you met me there.. Naked you stood before me, your tanned skin flawless, your hair with a shade matching your complexion, your eyes staring, your smile wide and radiant.. The first thing I want to do is pull you in bed and have my way with you, but you're not having it, this time you want to be in control. You start by undressing me, pulling my shirt above my head, undoing my bra, you move down to my pants and unbutton them, then you yank them off of me, surprisingly you leave my panties on. You lay on top of me, holding my hands down to my sides with each of yours, our nipples touching. You start to kiss me, our tongues do a dance, your kisses are so wet and your saliva keeps dripping into my mouth, I swallow as much as I can, you begin to suck on my tongue so hard that it feels like you will pull it right out of my throat.. I gasp in pleasurable pain, you seemed timid and shy, inexperienced but you're showing me a different side of you, you're so eager to please me today. You move your mouth to my neck and ears, my chin then my nipples, with a flick of your tongue you start on one, then the other and you go back and forth and the sensation you're giving me is driving me wild. I start to push your head down gently, anxious to feel your tongue and mouth around my engorged clitoris but when you remove my panties and come face to face with it, you hesitate. You have never licked another girls' pussy before and you are unsure.. I start to plead with you, begging you 'please baby please' I need you to, want you to. I raise my hips so my smooth and shaven pussy sits right at your chin & like magic I watch and see you whip your tongue out and lick tasting me for the first time, I can feel the trickle of wetness going down my ass. You just get me so excited, you lick the clear liquid right from my center and without hesitating I see you swallow it. You get comfortable and suck my entire lips into your mouth, then let go and lick up and down and in circles. I have waited so long for you to please me this way that I can't contain my orgasm any longer, I hold your head firmly down as I contract and shiver and shake.. You don't stop, you lick me until I calm down cleaning me up with your tongue..

I hump the bed in my sleep, wake up and realize it was all just a dream..

Pure Yearning

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Don't think for a second I've forgotten how it feels to have your gaze on me ... That deep gaze that shoots at me from your big and bright green eyes anytime I'm in the same room as you ... It doesn't matter who else is around, I remember a time when the man you loved stood right next to you but you couldn't stop yourself from being transfixed at every curve on my body and when I embraced you with a friendly goodbye hug you ran your hands up and down my torso, pulling me in but unable to keep holding on to me ... On the drive home I kept thinking about how wet you could be ... But alas you had a man and you could not yet tell me the ways in which I moved you ... & yet again everything we are and are not became too blurred and too conflicting so you did what you always do ... You ran ... I let you be ... But here we are again ... I don't know how it is we find ourselves in this dark room ... I don't know if you recognize that my scent has changed from the last time you placed wet kisses and gentle bites across my neck ... But your intoxicating mouth is still the same, every graze of your teeth against my flesh sends chills down my spine and all across the rest of my body ... As if every fiber of my being is encoded with the memory of your lips ... Your...