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These diary entries are the beginning of what I plan/hope to accomplish. I plan for this to be an ongoing series. Starting with ordinary days, and then changing to cancer, for me, for my son. The next book is about days in CA caring for my son until he died; before this the death of a father (1990); mother (1995); and two brothers, both in 1996, six months apart. Trying to find my way back by writing, mostly in my head now. Much is boring; other parts may make you sad, my perceptions of the situation and my grief and pain and fear and sorrow. Regrets, so many regrets. Things done and not done. Maybe it will strike a cord with one person.

Dr. Bourgeois writes from home or wherever she might be. Her mind does not follow a linear pattern but rather she is a sporadic thinker…always seeing the calligraphy of colors, sounds and minutiae surrounding her. She is a self-publshed author, mainly books about family for family. She took her doctoral degree at age 69. Dr. Bourgeois occassionaly writes in her diary. The diary chronicles the bits and pieces of life left behind when one dies as well as the bits and pieces of life as lived. She wakes up in a new world every day! Not believing her work was good enough for a book, a diary was the next best thing to express her thoughts. "My children are my greatest achievement!", she states. Dr. Bourgeois continues to live with neuroendocrine cancer of the pancreas.